So Quiet Christmas

Damn ..
Like epidemic Christmas past, Christmas is now just lonely ..
There was no father and my sister.
Nothing looks like the whole family ..
My friends are celebrating Christmas with their families, while I ??....
huh!
They put a Christmas tree, decorated it together ..
Pray together on Christmas Eve.
gathered together at Christmas arrived ..
opening Christmas gifts ..
laughing happily ..
I??
What is life?
Nothing in my life .. everything
There was no Christmas tree ..
There was no prayer together on Christmas Eve ..
There was no gift on Christmas day.
How sad ...
I want a whole family, like other families.
There are fathers, stepfathers, although maybe ..
There are older women and men, although half sister.
I want a Christmas holiday.
Well Christmas holidays with the whole family ..
T.T